F|Or|Ward

How much to take in this business?
How much to pay in this crisis?
Unsuccessful episodes
Of love got me displeased

How much can I keep this love
Remaining bright and still possible?
How much to dig seeking treasures
That turn out fake and combustible?

How much to ask things like those
Crying like a baby in punishment?
Showing how feeble I am;
A celebration of funerals?

How much more fantasies done
And then wake up from daydreaming?
How much perfectly, almost, but
Impossible for one difference?

How much to take in this business?
How much to pay in this crisis?
How much shall I swim like fish
In a filthy sea full of feces?

I want to get frail on my feebleness
Flying freely far from feeling angry
Shall I stop thinking on diss F-Words?
Is there sense on let them knock me?

Is time to move forward;
And it doesn’t spell with U
It is without U,
As my life without U