Do/Don’t

I need you to see me,
I want you to hug me
I need you to be there,
Unleash all am holding.
I need you to walk,
In this lone road am walking
And then help me preach
The secret am holding.

I just don’t want to be alone
(But am alone)
I don’t want to be on top
(But neither holed…)
I did not need you
To wash up my clothes,
(No…)

I neither seek
Someone to serve
my coffee,
Despite mistakes,
Life’s been good
And I keep on
(So that must mean
That I am not looking
For mentors)

Am good at cooking,
You should try my dishes,
My house keeps clean,
(Though sometimes
It needs fixes)
And I have my phone,
My domain and my emails,
There’s communication,
(Though, off course,
With some limits)

Learned about wrinkles
The gravity and white hair,
Metabolism has guilt
In my wreck ness,
Fountain of youth hides
Within our own spirit,
(So am making clear:
You don’t have to be Britney)

Become

The crush became love,
The love became hopes,
The hopes became wait,
The wait became loss,

The loss became rage,
The anger feeding me
With the energy needed,
To stand up and keep…

There is nothing to prove,
Before your own light
If you think am wrong,
Then probably am right…

I had a show right
Before you appeared
You are not in the show,
You made it so clear.

If you are out of cast,
It is what it is…
But the show still goes on,
And it can’t without me.

The loss became depth
The depth became rage
Don’t let rage evolve,
I don’t want to hate

So, let the show go on…
Let the game begin
Deflower the gardens,
And shed all the tears…

From this moment on,
Am changing the scripts,
The tears I am dropping
I drop them for me…

Nightwish

I wish I would

Reach so late that
The world could still
Look charming
Reach so early that
I could get hope
From dawning

I wish I would,
As you did too…

I wish I could,
Feel free to act
With broad wide smiles,
Without the thinking
On hidden bombs
Under our feet,
As clocks are ticking

I wish I could,
I wish I would

See flowers bloom,
And feel fresh breezes
As I run over the grasses,
Bestow the spikes of wheat

Keep on dreaming steadfast
While I keep awake
I believe my seeds
Somehow compensate

I wish you would
See giants whipping
Little men
To load their burdens
See weakened
Lonely people
Lead revolutes
And conquests

I wish you would,
Like I did too…

Not2

If you used me
If you lied to me
If you cheated
You attacked me
If you’re smiling
Then you’re stabbing…
Give me a reason not to fear you
Give me a reason not to fear you

And in my hand I have this big gun
The bullets of hope have been shooted all
What do I have to stand up again?
How in the life could I have defense?

If this twists me
If this slaps me
If your presence
Always got me
If am falling,
After falling..
Give me a reason not to fear you
Give me a reason not to fear you

And in my hand I had this big heart
Smashed in bits, I can’t mend it back
What do I to believe again?
How in life could I get some faith?

If I love you
And am weakened
If my wishes
Are so hearted…
If you hold me
Then you hang me
Give me a reason not to fear you
Give me a reason not to fear you

Love’s like a diamond, a precious thing
With many faces, and styles within
And my diamong has not romance
Many faces, but not her glance…

Give me a reason not to fear you
Give me a reason not to fear you

PickyPooky

Nuh lemme be the starter spark in this serenade
A me gwein kick yuh summa whatta brought me here
No matta how much yuh nuoh  her, am really deep
Sintin not just about her, this is her on me

Just whachout at the sound the inspires of me
And every time I state it pops melody
She’s like a poetry in flesh, she’s my boo picnee
Just listen up as me flow widdi rhyme’s a she

See, alla foolish pipl, they were spotting me
Me magga like dawgh that bring out the flee
And all the crowds made a shield that’s hard fi me
Me neva nuoh me could jump all of that indeed

But then this chick did come out popped up from nowhere
She was so nice that a me go, ‘there ain’t no way’
Me kept distant and cold to avoid fooling me
She neva flirted or such the girl’s cooling breeze

Just whachout at the sound the inspires of me
And every time ME state it pops melody
She’s like a poetry in flesh, she’s my boo picnee
Just listen up as me flow widdi rhyme’s a she

And me got messes around people gossip me
My NRG was suck out, I got blue and weak
There seemed no patha hope fi someone like me
When looking deep in black, then this gal appears

What does this gal has to do with a fool like me?
How could somebody like her really stand in here?
Does charming princess with shrek have a chance to be?
How could somebody swim due to the lack of bridge?

Just whachout at the sound the inspires of me
And every time me state it pops melody
She’s like a poetry in flesh, she’s my boo picnee
Just listen up as me flow widdi rhyme’s a she

A little intro’s not fear fi all Me gotta say
A couple rhymes ain’t enough to describe her way
She’s like a poetry in flesh, she’s my boo picnee
Me shouting picky pooky fi di rhyme’s a she.

Morphless

If we never started…
If we go nowhere…
If there’s no description
For this relationship
If there are no answers
And there is no choice…
Are we having nothing?
Nothing feels like this?

If I never hear you
Neither you can see
Not a kiss to taste thou
I can’t smell your breeze
None of us is sensing
Touch of fingertips…
How come we sense something?
Nothing feels like this?

If this has no height
And no width, no shape
And now way it weights
We can’t trace no depth
If this has no texture,
To define it real…
How come something virtual
Became some much real?

If I do not have you
And you don’t own me…
We are not even close so…
We can never meet
If we never joint our lips
On a tender kiss…
How come we’re so close though?
Is this love, my dear?

If this is no way joyful
Nor completely grief…
If we do not want let go
But refuse to keep
If we no way flying,
But then, never land…
How can something morphless
Join your soul and mine?

01

A digital luv,
Smashed up in2 bits
I gave U a bite
The password 2 B
Million packets,
1000 screens,
Page me darling,
Make me feel.
It’s a digital luv,
A cold n’ useless dead site
Cyber Luv,
Another cool crap
A hologram
Emulators o’ life…
A binary world
Just has 2 parts
I was the O.
U played the 1

Alchemy

Getting to know you,
Since the first day…
And getting to hold you
From miles far away…
Its all golden… became gold to me

The smile on your keen heart,
The nights that you stayed
My insomniac companion,
My secret affair…
You were golden… became gold to me

The big disagreement,
The hugest despair
The weeping of our hearts
We earn bolder strength
Its all golden… became gold to me

We both can decide it, yes we can go ahead…
We always survive, we surely can mend;
And this world goes spinning, and we live to tell,
And as we faced ‘hello’, now we face farewell…

Its on what we wee on this…
We’re quite convinced…
It feels like defeat,
But somehow we win…
And this is golden… became gold for me

Our magic experience,
As a blazing comet leaves,
But traces of shine,
Remain like tattoos on me…
And marvel me, for it was gold for me…

We smashed into pieces, and hope seems to diminish…
But faith is the key, that nurtures our weakened seed;
We might not say us, but still we say you, and me;
If something got rot, fertilizes a field of trees…

And that is golden… became gold for me
Became gold for you, and it pays back to me…

Telepathy

I look in my mailbox, am looking for you
When I hear my songs, am thinking of you
Am thinking somehow things are going to change
That we still have chance, that we have a chance…
I look in my blog, for a comment of you,
For a sight of life, any type of clue…
A dim that infuses a whisper of hope,
That this was a nightmare, that I will cope

And I know that begging won’t fit on your game
You won’t reconsider the difference we kept
Why did I believe? Why did I keep hope?
Why do I still think like we’re still going on?
Does it happen to you? Do we meet thru our minds?
Do we both keep a hope our thing still goes on?
Do we feel like no breeze can chill out with this warmth?
Do you feel like we worth it? Can you read my heart?

Does it make any sense writing something for you?
That you won’t even read, for you are distant and blue?
Let your children know, the brief history of me
Of a crazy who loved you from distance and still,
Had affection enough, to melt up, to break down,
Cause our breakup was hard, tell them we could go on…
Tell them that our mistake was allowing to dream,
And find out that when different, the dreams also split,
And remind us when broke that we should have kept locked,
That sometimes hope’s an enemy, that burdens the soul.

And you said we were similar…
I bet you changed your mind…
I bet you’re thinking different,
I bet we’ll nevermind

Straight

Let’s just be straight babe, we should have known
This was so obvious, but we were doped…
In trance with the fantasies of not being alone,
We thought of a dolphin could ride a horse…

Lets just be straight Boo, we should have seen
I wasn’t for you honey, you weren’t for me…
We’re very alike cuz we’re different, from them
The green is a primary color, just as it is red…

This time am not running from the earthquake on my mind,
Somehow I just wish some thought could smash and kill my heart
How could I hurt you babe? I swear i didn’t mean…
How could I believe I could be loved, within all this…

And I bet my life, my soul, my feelings and my heart…
But you had to bet much more than that, I ain’t that tall
The wetness of tears of you and I could harm this wings,
I would die for this, but babe, I want your love to live…

Let’s just be straight babe, this could not be…
And standing for your beliefs is not to play or cheat…
We just were so similar on being so alone…
But what is the chance between a dolphin and a horse?

We better be clear honey, we should not kiss…
There’s so much for you to find out under this deep sea
And am here to load and take some people here and there…
If horses are slaves, how could I set you free from there?

This time am not running from the tears and all this pain
I deserve this suffering; I shouldn’t walk this way…
And if I did break your heart, I swear I didn’t mean
Could you have the heart to mend yourself and please forgive?

Am just being straight babe, I should go on…
The more we both stay, the more our hearts smash up this dawn
Its time to prepare, we both know good things are to come,
And we won’t have chance to watch them all with tears on us…